So I made a decision...

It's a really hard one. Playing LoL has given me lots of hours of fun, recreation and opportunities to meet new friends.

But... LoL has also given me lots of hours of frustration, endless negative rants/taunts/humilations in chats, loss streaks beyond normal, and technical issues at evening play primetime.

I really can say that no game in my gaming career since 1984 (!) has made me feel so frustrated. Thats really a sad thing.

People told me so many things to motivate me again. To improve my skills, to ignore bad players, to calm down and not shout back etc.

Still it is impossible for me to digest all this. Everytime I loose a game I cannot resist the feeling that it's a loss that I could not prevent at all. It feels like being a passenger...

I can even play 11/4 and dominate my lane, and still its a big fat loss. What is my contribution worth at all?

Then, I won all solo ranked games I played for one week (1-2 games daily). I came from B5 to B3, I was really believing it was due to my own improvements. That things slowly pay off, that I could manage to rise with some patience.

But it was all over when suddenly I lost 5 games in a row, then another 4 or so, and then... you know it already, back into B5.

What sense does it make to play like this any further? The game seems to screw me every time I had my hopes back on. So I made my decision...

Bye-bye LoL for this time. Maybe I come back with a fixed team of 5 or more players. But absolutely no one will see me again in any solo game. This really started to influence my real life more than it ever should.

Its such a sad thing, I have unused RP in my account, I got a cool Singed T-Shirt as a present, but I really feel I don't want all this anymore.