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For being around here for almost two years, I haven't really posted much. But after slapping down my first few blog posts, I'm beginning to enjoy sharing stuff with people who are on the same page gaming-wise. That, and writing is an enjoyable thing to take my mind off of stressful stuff.
That little tidbit aside, my life is changing rapidly from what it used to be no less than a month ago. I was deep into a relationship that I was not at all happy with. The direction my life was heading was not something I wanted and I was not progressing intellectually in any way. Although it's a sad ordeal, the aforementioned relationship ended about three weeks ago and I have my whole life opened up ahead of me, able to go in the direction that I want, rather than the direction somebody else wants. So, other than sleep deprivation due to emotional stress (which I didn't know could happen) I've got a lot of good back in my life.
With the end of one heavily emotional chapter of my life comes another chapter full of mind numbing learning on multiple levels. I am now enrolled in two college classes, and plan on taking more. I am learning the ups, downs, lefts and rights to streaming my games, while trying to decide which niche I want to fill with my streaming. I've been "granted" more free time to pursue modding several different games, for example: Torchlight 2, Skyrim, Half-Life 2 (specifically mapping for this one) and others. I also, due to my classes, have decided to practice my art skills once more. I'm even entering in Riot's comic contest next week! What am I looking to get across with all this blog post, you might ask? My life is changing and I want to keep trying new things. I want to try new things on a whim. I want to try new things to explore. For the last few years I felt like my life was slowly being turned into something that I didn't think I could get out of, and then when I suddenly have control again...I almost don't know what to do! So, this blog is something I thought about for a few minutes and decided to just go with it.
Well, dumping that all into a box on a screen felt good. I hope that the people who decide to read this can take this from it: You are not ever stuck. You can always change who you want to be. Hell, the only person who can decide who you are...is you.
Thanks for reading :)
Streaming will continue after this week, to those who watch.
That little tidbit aside, my life is changing rapidly from what it used to be no less than a month ago. I was deep into a relationship that I was not at all happy with. The direction my life was heading was not something I wanted and I was not progressing intellectually in any way. Although it's a sad ordeal, the aforementioned relationship ended about three weeks ago and I have my whole life opened up ahead of me, able to go in the direction that I want, rather than the direction somebody else wants. So, other than sleep deprivation due to emotional stress (which I didn't know could happen) I've got a lot of good back in my life.
With the end of one heavily emotional chapter of my life comes another chapter full of mind numbing learning on multiple levels. I am now enrolled in two college classes, and plan on taking more. I am learning the ups, downs, lefts and rights to streaming my games, while trying to decide which niche I want to fill with my streaming. I've been "granted" more free time to pursue modding several different games, for example: Torchlight 2, Skyrim, Half-Life 2 (specifically mapping for this one) and others. I also, due to my classes, have decided to practice my art skills once more. I'm even entering in Riot's comic contest next week! What am I looking to get across with all this blog post, you might ask? My life is changing and I want to keep trying new things. I want to try new things on a whim. I want to try new things to explore. For the last few years I felt like my life was slowly being turned into something that I didn't think I could get out of, and then when I suddenly have control again...I almost don't know what to do! So, this blog is something I thought about for a few minutes and decided to just go with it.
Well, dumping that all into a box on a screen felt good. I hope that the people who decide to read this can take this from it: You are not ever stuck. You can always change who you want to be. Hell, the only person who can decide who you are...is you.
Thanks for reading :)
Streaming will continue after this week, to those who watch.
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