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Hello guys.
As you have observed, this person has been inactive for months, only to appear once in a while just to see what is happening in this site. As I observed, nothing has changed much except that GIF Guy has a very vibrant attitude and there is a guide contest again! I want to join, but I do not know where to start. Or what champion should I begin with.
Well, as usual, let's talk about League stuff. I finished in Platinum V just as the season ends. I struggled to climb from Gold II to Gold I for months until I got promos and have a winning streak. Well, I tend not to play AD Carry now and play mid more often. I learned how to play
Lux again, and begin to pick up Xerath and Varus. I know how to play Syndra now and damn, I feel so good playing her. Knowing her story is she feels restrained to herself and knowing that she is freed, she could do anything.
And speaking of restraining, let's talk about myself.
First of all, I am not okay. I have been diagnosed with avoidant personality disorder a few weeks ago. I can't seem to talk about it because it's very long.
Anyway, starting from today I will not writes blogs here. I may write here again, but I will do this rarely. I have a blog now, but I currently have 3 blog entries, but I may add more again as time flies by. So here is the link for my blog:
https://gumihosan.wordpress.com/
PS. The latest blog as of November 27, 2016 (or November 28, 2016) tells about my state of mind.
Anyway, hope MOBAFire have a good day. Adieu.
As you have observed, this person has been inactive for months, only to appear once in a while just to see what is happening in this site. As I observed, nothing has changed much except that GIF Guy has a very vibrant attitude and there is a guide contest again! I want to join, but I do not know where to start. Or what champion should I begin with.
Well, as usual, let's talk about League stuff. I finished in Platinum V just as the season ends. I struggled to climb from Gold II to Gold I for months until I got promos and have a winning streak. Well, I tend not to play AD Carry now and play mid more often. I learned how to play
Lux again, and begin to pick up Xerath and Varus. I know how to play Syndra now and damn, I feel so good playing her. Knowing her story is she feels restrained to herself and knowing that she is freed, she could do anything.And speaking of restraining, let's talk about myself.
First of all, I am not okay. I have been diagnosed with avoidant personality disorder a few weeks ago. I can't seem to talk about it because it's very long.
Anyway, starting from today I will not writes blogs here. I may write here again, but I will do this rarely. I have a blog now, but I currently have 3 blog entries, but I may add more again as time flies by. So here is the link for my blog:
https://gumihosan.wordpress.com/
PS. The latest blog as of November 27, 2016 (or November 28, 2016) tells about my state of mind.
Anyway, hope MOBAFire have a good day. Adieu.
Anyway, that story was inspired by some time when me and my ex-boyfriend fell out in love. It appears that I still have feelings for him, but it seems that I should move on because he found another one. I'm happy for him and his boyfriend. That guy is lucky to have him. He is an important chapter in my life, because without him, I would not tell that there is something wrong with me. Seems that I should move on that and focus on other things. Because the end of a chapter is a beginning for another.
As for your disorder, I don't know much about it, even from reading, but I hope you can live well with it and that things get good with time for you!
On the past month I had 2-3 breakdowns almost every day. I feel worthless during these days and some people try to help me, but it made me worse. Obviously, I am still not fine as of today but I hope that I will be okay.
I do hope you have a good support base and that, in time, you come to terms with the fact that other people's opinions of you aren't worth ****.
(had to rewrite everything because my previous comment... disappeared?)