utopus wrote:
I thought the fastest way to level up smurfs was to do bot games until level 20, and then norms past that
If you've got XP boosts, it's faster to keep on playing bots after level 20 for the guaranteed win.
HOW DO THESE ****ING NUBS EVEN KNOW HOW TO BREATHE?!?
I JUST GOT MATCHED WITH A BRAUM THAT HAS THE AUDACITY TO SAY "I DON'T NEED SIGHTSTONE" AND DECIDES TO SPLIT PUSH INSTEAD OF TANKING FOR THE TEAM!
I JUST GOT MATCHED WITH A BRAUM THAT HAS THE AUDACITY TO SAY "I DON'T NEED SIGHTSTONE" AND DECIDES TO SPLIT PUSH INSTEAD OF TANKING FOR THE TEAM!
And here it ****ing is. In a flash, that one thought that I dread so ****ing much. that set of questions that sends me downward into a spiral of depression and angst that you all have come to know from me.
WHY CAN'T I BE GOOD ENOUGH?
which then leads to follow up questions like "why is all my work at getting better rewarded with failure, after failure, after ***********ing failure?"
For every game won I get 3 losses. for every lane I win I get a thrown match 20 minutes later. Every time I try to guide my team to a victory, some not job decided to TP top lane and defend a tower against the whole opposite team. I don't feel like I am losing games because they are being lost for me with the dumbass throws my teammates manage to come up with.
When can I be good enough?
WHY CAN'T I BE GOOD ENOUGH?
which then leads to follow up questions like "why is all my work at getting better rewarded with failure, after failure, after ***********ing failure?"
For every game won I get 3 losses. for every lane I win I get a thrown match 20 minutes later. Every time I try to guide my team to a victory, some not job decided to TP top lane and defend a tower against the whole opposite team. I don't feel like I am losing games because they are being lost for me with the dumbass throws my teammates manage to come up with.
When can I be good enough?
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Taking the game seriously or not, suicide isn't something you joke about or wish on someone.