HOW DO THESE ****ING NUBS EVEN KNOW HOW TO BREATHE?!?
I JUST GOT MATCHED WITH A BRAUM THAT HAS THE AUDACITY TO SAY "I DON'T NEED SIGHTSTONE" AND DECIDES TO SPLIT PUSH INSTEAD OF TANKING FOR THE TEAM!
I JUST GOT MATCHED WITH A BRAUM THAT HAS THE AUDACITY TO SAY "I DON'T NEED SIGHTSTONE" AND DECIDES TO SPLIT PUSH INSTEAD OF TANKING FOR THE TEAM!
And here it ****ing is. In a flash, that one thought that I dread so ****ing much. that set of questions that sends me downward into a spiral of depression and angst that you all have come to know from me.
WHY CAN'T I BE GOOD ENOUGH?
which then leads to follow up questions like "why is all my work at getting better rewarded with failure, after failure, after ***********ing failure?"
For every game won I get 3 losses. for every lane I win I get a thrown match 20 minutes later. Every time I try to guide my team to a victory, some not job decided to TP top lane and defend a tower against the whole opposite team. I don't feel like I am losing games because they are being lost for me with the dumbass throws my teammates manage to come up with.
When can I be good enough?
WHY CAN'T I BE GOOD ENOUGH?
which then leads to follow up questions like "why is all my work at getting better rewarded with failure, after failure, after ***********ing failure?"
For every game won I get 3 losses. for every lane I win I get a thrown match 20 minutes later. Every time I try to guide my team to a victory, some not job decided to TP top lane and defend a tower against the whole opposite team. I don't feel like I am losing games because they are being lost for me with the dumbass throws my teammates manage to come up with.
When can I be good enough?
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Taking the game seriously or not, suicide isn't something you joke about or wish on someone.