Luther Rages Part II - The Goldening

[quote=Luther3000]I'm feeling too scared and not confident to play, at least for today. Probably gonna run out of time. :c[/quote]

[quote=Jovy]yeah probably[/quote]

[quote=Luther3000]uuuuuuuuuuuuuurrrrrrrrg i hate myself so much right now[/quote]

[quote=Pheyniex]i can help you lose elo ^^[/quote]

[quote=Luther3000]Kay I finally queued, someone else picked AD so I just panic dodged. Not sure what to do here, lobbies suck so much when you're alone. I don't think I'll be able to get gold at this rate. I can't do this on my own. I put too much pressure on myself and I'm panicking so much now.[/quote]

[quote=Vapora Dark]I'll duo with you if you want Luther. Would have to be on Tuesday though. We can play a few Drafts first if you want just to show you I'm not like the average noob of 1200-1300 Elo. :P[/quote]

[quote=Luther3000]I think I'm just gonna have to let someone else play on my account. I can't deal with this anxiety and I can't deal with not getting gold. I really don't want to but I don't know what else I can do.[/quote]

[quote=Berzerk]Just play a game xD I honestly wouldnt be satisfied with my gold unless I got it myself, but its your acc olay it how you want. If soloQ is hard group with some friends and do ranked 3s gold is RALLLLLLYYYY easy to get in that and you dont need many people.[/quote]

[quote=Luther3000]I really just can't play alone now. I'm too anxious and I'm panicking even at the thought of it. I want to get it myself but I can't make myself play. Mowen and Wayne are busy and can't play with me often and time is running out. I've tried to get teams to work, but no one will play with me. I don't know how to get out of this situation. I put so much pressure on myself to get this and now I'm too afraid to even try. If I don't get gold I'll consider myself a failure forever and probably just stop playing. This is all I can think about now, it's driving me crazy. I don't know what to doooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.[/quote]

[quote=Vapora Dark][quote=Vapora Dark] I'll duo with you if you want Luther. Would have to be on Tuesday though. We can play a few Drafts first if you want just to show you I'm not like the average noob of 1200-1300 Elo. :P [/quote] Ignore this actually, I've decided to quit LoL.[/quote]