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I don't know where to start this... I guess reality just hit me. Ever since I graduated high school, I lost all contact with a lot of my friends. I use to be that girl that everyone knew. I use to have tons of friends. Every weekend I was out having fun. Now, I barely have any friends. I keep to myself. I'm so use to walking in a hall and having twenty or so people say hello to me. I know what you're thinking "Poor Laci and her first world problems."
I'm not trying to throw a pity me party. I guess I realized that high school friends don't stay around very long after graduation and that I need to get out more. It's so weird for me to be...lonely. I barely go out now. It makes me kinda sad because I see people posting things on FB about prom and remembering how that was me last year. Lol,here's a pic x)
I guess I miss the events of high school,but I mean we all have to grow up sometime right? I need to put my big girl panties on and accept life is changing. It isn't about having fun reckless fun and tons of friends.
Is there something you miss or wish you could go back and redo?
(excuse me if this blog is all over the place or doesn't make since. I'm kinda tired lol)
I'm not trying to throw a pity me party. I guess I realized that high school friends don't stay around very long after graduation and that I need to get out more. It's so weird for me to be...lonely. I barely go out now. It makes me kinda sad because I see people posting things on FB about prom and remembering how that was me last year. Lol,here's a pic x)
I guess I miss the events of high school,but I mean we all have to grow up sometime right? I need to put my big girl panties on and accept life is changing. It isn't about having fun reckless fun and tons of friends.
Is there something you miss or wish you could go back and redo?
(excuse me if this blog is all over the place or doesn't make since. I'm kinda tired lol)
The only thing I really miss, I guess, is a system to fight. Doing stuff I wasn't supposed to do and get away with it. Best parts were when the teachers knew I did it but simply couldn't prove it.
But yeah, there are still some high school friends that I've been out of touch with forever, but it's because the one I have in mind in particular, who was my best friend through primary and secondary school doesn't pick up his phone, doesn't know how to Facebook or Skype and never goes back to his hometown to hang with his bros. His sister once messaged me asking when I last heard from him, because he doesn't pick up his ******* phone or reply. I had to phone his housemate just to check he was still alive...
And it's not a first world problem at all. It's a universal problem. People from all over, regardless of financial situation all feel lonely and isolated at times. It's just a fundamental existential problem.
Cute prom pic :3
I barely contact my highschool friends anymore tbh xD I'm not overly bothered by it, but as long as you can make new friends, then everything will be alright :)
Hmm, something I miss.. my ex.
Take things one step at a time, and it will feel easier ^^
Thank you ^.^ I love that dress. I guess I'm finally accepting that my high school days are over >.>
Awh, I'm sorry to hear that ):
I barely contact my highschool friends anymore tbh xD I'm not overly bothered by it, but as long as you can make new friends, then everything will be alright :)
Hmm, something I miss.. my ex.
Take things one step at a time, and it will feel easier ^^