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I think I've written in a blog once before about how I'm not happy with my weight. I'm not fat. I'm no where near fat,but I'm not skinny either. I use to be a size 2,and I have jumped up to a size 4. These past few months I've tried everything. Work out DVD's, cutting back on certain foods, and cutting back on soda. I've only lost about 2 pounds.
Well, I decided to go back to walking again. I love to walk.My neighborhood is in the shape of a circle and two "laps" is a mile. Back in high school, I use to walk four miles a day, maintained a weight of 95 pounds. My height is 4ft 8in, so nobody freak out lol. Anyways, with walking I can clear my mind,listen to music, and have time to myself without people bothering me. I started doing this on Saturday along with cutting back on calorie/carb intake, basically eating better. Just since Saturday, I've lost 1.5 pounds.
I'm not doing this for anyone,except me. I don't feel "sexy" anymore. When I weighed 95 pounds my body was perfect. I had a nice tummy, but some curves. I want to fit back into my favorite pair of jeans. Every time I go to take a shower, I just bawl my eyes out because I look so hideous. I know I'm doing the right think now, by taking the steps to make myself feel better.
I just wish I could take the fat from my mid section and put it on my butt. My butt is flat D: Anyone like to donate a nice round butt to me? :D
Back to what I was saying, I don't want a body like
Nidalee but I'd love to just slim back down. I go to see my boyfriend in July. I want him to be like "O.O;; Dang,that's my girlfriend?" XDDD
Is there anyone else struggling with weight? :S
Well, I decided to go back to walking again. I love to walk.My neighborhood is in the shape of a circle and two "laps" is a mile. Back in high school, I use to walk four miles a day, maintained a weight of 95 pounds. My height is 4ft 8in, so nobody freak out lol. Anyways, with walking I can clear my mind,listen to music, and have time to myself without people bothering me. I started doing this on Saturday along with cutting back on calorie/carb intake, basically eating better. Just since Saturday, I've lost 1.5 pounds.
I'm not doing this for anyone,except me. I don't feel "sexy" anymore. When I weighed 95 pounds my body was perfect. I had a nice tummy, but some curves. I want to fit back into my favorite pair of jeans. Every time I go to take a shower, I just bawl my eyes out because I look so hideous. I know I'm doing the right think now, by taking the steps to make myself feel better.
I just wish I could take the fat from my mid section and put it on my butt. My butt is flat D: Anyone like to donate a nice round butt to me? :D
Back to what I was saying, I don't want a body like
Nidalee but I'd love to just slim back down. I go to see my boyfriend in July. I want him to be like "O.O;; Dang,that's my girlfriend?" XDDDIs there anyone else struggling with weight? :S
Did you honestly think that a guy would call himself "Kitten"?
Honestly, I also tought you were a dude :P
:/ I had no idea o.o This is so weird for me. lol.
It's a form of chinese martial arts. Apparently involves a lot of kicking and jumping, which I have a slight advantage in thanks to long legs XD
I did Southern Xiaolin, which is a lot of shouting and... yeah, that's pretty much it.
I'm actually on the verge of being medically underweight because I neglect to eat regular meals every now and again. No real danger at the moment, I still eat most meals and I do plenty of exercise.
A good way to find motivation to keep exercising to get body you might be happier with is just to take up an activity with people you actually like to be in the company of. I do a lot of breakdancing and though some of the community can be intimidating, for the most part they are very encouraging. As such, I get people asking me and pressuring me to go to classes, to go to training or just to even hang out (which eventually leads to training, usually).
Find an extra-curricular activity where it can be easy to find friends. Dancing's a good one, if you can bring yourself to properly socialise with them. I'm the treasurer of my university breakdance society, so I would organise socials frequently, to get to know each other better, enjoy each other's company... whatever. There's people who I know only come back frequently not because they're good at dancing, but because we're friends.
Even so, I still really shouldn't miss meals... I once did a competition, where a routine involved me taking my shirt off for a joke in the middle of the routine. The MC shouted out 'Get that guy some clothes... and some food!' -.-' But it was alright, cos we got through to the next round anyway.
But yeah, go do some vigorous activity with friends. If you don't have support, it gets incredibly hard to continue doing something unless you genuinely love doing it, which in your case, I assume it's just for the sake of keeping fit.
Because girls care more about how their clothes fit XD
I'm taking a northern xiaolin class and a squash class next semester. Both are an hour on Wednesday. Wanna be my sparring and squash partner? XD
:OOOO I WOULD LOVE TOOO!!!! Gah, why can't we all live together? T.T
Did you honestly think that a guy would call himself "Kitten"?
Plenty do. However I wouldn't be surprised to discover the opposite. Not sure why Jai is.
JAI DEAR, THERE ARE GIRLS ON THE INTERNET YOU KNOW!
o.O
Mind blown.
See ya guys
And never give up TinyStar......"believe in yourself because YOU believe in yourself" (Kamina - Gurren Lagann - Summarized-)
It's a form of chinese martial arts. Apparently involves a lot of kicking and jumping, which I have a slight advantage in thanks to long legs XD
i'm more into swimming :D