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I had no idea several people would end up reading my blog on here. I was pretty shocked to see comments and stuff. lol I thought that was a personal section of the site. xD
I have to admit though, I'd probably be a lot more positive if it weren't for me bouncing around on depression and anxiety meds lately. I'm currently having counseling and trying to find the right meds. So yeah, I've been kinda down lately. I think the biggest factor is that my case worker screwed up some of my paperwork. Long story short, it messed up my food stamps and all kinds of things, and now we've been eating nothing but ramen and macaroni all month. We don't have enough to get anyone presents. But presents aren't the most important thing to us. I guess one thing I wanted to look forward to, was making a Christmas dinner. I knew we weren't going to have much this month, but I thought we'd at least be able to enjoy a nice dinner together.
Goodness sakes I sound like miss gloom n' doom. I'm really not like that. I guess my "down vote" blog made me seem pretty emo. I'm pretty surprised people saw it and responded. O_o
I love this site so very much, I've been logging in daily, lately. I guess I've just had a slew of suckmaster stuff happen lately and I've been kinda down. It's like, all this is going wrong AND I get down votes, fml /wrists. lmao
Either way, I'm still going to try my best to be happy and cheerful. It's difficult sometimes, especially with these meds being all weird and some of them making me feel weird. And omg I will be so glad when I finally find the right ones. >.<
I am so thankful for my friends and family, and what I DO have, though. So I'll just eat my macaroni and cheese, and smile, because I know there are a lot worse things in this world than having to eat macaroni on Christmas. lol
I hope everyone's going to have the best Christmas (etc, the holiday you're celebrating) and a Happy New Year.
I have to admit though, I'd probably be a lot more positive if it weren't for me bouncing around on depression and anxiety meds lately. I'm currently having counseling and trying to find the right meds. So yeah, I've been kinda down lately. I think the biggest factor is that my case worker screwed up some of my paperwork. Long story short, it messed up my food stamps and all kinds of things, and now we've been eating nothing but ramen and macaroni all month. We don't have enough to get anyone presents. But presents aren't the most important thing to us. I guess one thing I wanted to look forward to, was making a Christmas dinner. I knew we weren't going to have much this month, but I thought we'd at least be able to enjoy a nice dinner together.
Goodness sakes I sound like miss gloom n' doom. I'm really not like that. I guess my "down vote" blog made me seem pretty emo. I'm pretty surprised people saw it and responded. O_o
I love this site so very much, I've been logging in daily, lately. I guess I've just had a slew of suckmaster stuff happen lately and I've been kinda down. It's like, all this is going wrong AND I get down votes, fml /wrists. lmao
Either way, I'm still going to try my best to be happy and cheerful. It's difficult sometimes, especially with these meds being all weird and some of them making me feel weird. And omg I will be so glad when I finally find the right ones. >.<
I am so thankful for my friends and family, and what I DO have, though. So I'll just eat my macaroni and cheese, and smile, because I know there are a lot worse things in this world than having to eat macaroni on Christmas. lol
I hope everyone's going to have the best Christmas (etc, the holiday you're celebrating) and a Happy New Year.
Wow Nighthawk, no troll? You're pretty famous for those! :)
Nighthawk trolls when he pleases :P
@Psi
Why thankee good knight, forgot I had an X and a different squiggly :c
(I really need to put a blogpost with that or something)
If you want to add me on NA my name is RaĺnbowDash (at least I think that's it)
It's "xRaìnbowDash." Come on Night, do I have to tell you what your own username is?
Haha it's alright :3
I'm really glad you are doing well now and I hope you continue to come onto Mobafire to improve your guide and therefore the community! :3
I know how you feel what with taking all that **** :/
But i'm sure you'll keep on trucking (or at least I hope so) :3
If you want to add me on NA my name is RaĺnbowDash (at least I think that's it) and i'm frequently on Mobafire chat (and so are a lot of other people! :3).
Wow Nighthawk, no troll? You're pretty famous for those! :)
I'm really glad you are doing well now and I hope you continue to come onto Mobafire to improve your guide and therefore the community! :3
I know how you feel what with taking all that **** :/
But i'm sure you'll keep on trucking (or at least I hope so) :3
If you want to add me on NA my name is RaĺnbowDash (at least I think that's it) and i'm frequently on Mobafire chat (and so are a lot of other people! :3).