So far I've definitely have firmly planted my flag in liking to be the support whenever I am doing PvP. It feels easier, probably because I get to worry less abt being flashy & getting the kills in which I am just awful @. Perhaps it's just that support naturally plays to my strengths or I am a very poor support that is completely missing some very important aspect of it because it feels like an easy enough a role.

Part of me always feels bad abt whoever gets stuck w/ me on their team because I still never feel like I quite know what I'm doing. It doesn't help that trying to manage **** like chat during the game feels overwhelming so once the match begins I rarely communicate beyond my emotes. Though since I tend to main Sona I like to think to myself I am just being very in character!

I've @ least done the work of looking over guides & properly setting up Rune & Item lay-outs but I still feel like a mess whenever not being support. I really want to get better @ Jungling, specifically w/ my boy Nunu & I even feel like I'm kinda okay @ him on Wild Rift but I feel like mostly dead weight as him on pc proper. I tend to be good enough to remember not to waste time on small fries & to try to gank or @ least **** with the other team's situation by kicking off my biggest snowball when the situation calls for it but I find my lvling usually trails behind the rest of my team. I think I need to try to take on the dragon more often or smth? I usually avoided the dragon entirely to focus on the rift herald since I liked the ability to summon it in a lane & was a bit daunted by the perspective of learning abt each elemental buff. Not to say I've like completely neglected the dragons but certainly jumped for the rift herald/Nash first usually.

As for Bot/Duo/Dragon/Bottom Lane or whatever the hell you call them, I certainly have liked my Zeri thus far & do not regret semi-impulse buying her with BE since she is very satisfying to play as with her parkour, q basic attack, & how insanely powerful she can get in her R ult. I also want to get better w/ my Caitlyn since I like the idea of being a tricksy trap master but I almost never feel like I am really carrying like I thought I'm supposed to in that kind of role.

Then there are Top & Mid Lane. I think because Top & Mid lane give me the impression they are the ones you go it alone in because you know what you're doing or you're in to get a lot of kills, neither have appealed to me. Top especially just seems not my thing, I think most of the champs that dominate that space are guy characters probably isn't helping. With Mid, I've liked the idea of it a bit more but also can tell it's likely a huge linchpin that my very amateurish *** is not ready for. If I were to pursue the top lane I'd definitely go Riven since I love the idea of swinging her rune sword around(or even if they become more competitive Gwen & Illaoi). For mid I'd go probably almost always Vex because I have her, want to play her, & mid is really the only role she's suited for it seems.

For now though, I'll experiment in co-op vs ai & stick to support, usually Sona, for pvp. I like Sona, her "voice"(does it count as her voice if she's mute??) makes me feel relaxed & happy. I wish more players would do the joke command around me when I'm Sona because her reaction to when other champions joke is the funniest **** to me.