Well,my birthday is on Sunday,and I'm not happy about it. Honestly,I haven't enjoyed a birthday for three years now. Idk if I'm realizing I'm getting older, or if I'm just not happy about my birthday in general. Either way, there is no happiness about Feb. 3rd...

I miss being seventeen/eighteen. I'd love to turn to clock and go back to high school,meet my boyfriend all over again,and be a senior. It was simple...it was all too simple. Now, things are getting complicated. I'm feeling rushed to get engaged and married. I don't want to rush my life like I did when I was 15. If I knew then what I know now,I'd tell myself to enjoy being a teen and not rush to be an adult.

I just feel really sad about my birthday...

I hope everyone is doing well.