I'd like to start this off by saying the following:

Why do my Anivia guides have 82k views across all of them? 50k for my Anivia Support guide. I DEFINITELY do not recall it being that high. Even if 50k for a guide wouldn't make it one of the more popular guides for Anivia, that's still ridiculously high for me.

Here's the thing, right? Think about it for a moment. Even if each person were to view that guide 10 times in total, that's still 5000 people! The thought that so many people have actually even clicked on my guide makes me wanna toss myself into a river and pass out from embarrassment.

Another thing is that some people decided to even read my guides, even after I put out a disclaimer that they weren't gonna be learning anything since I was a bronze. It's pretty trippy when I think about it.

When I first started out on Moba, I wasn't expecting to get any more than 100 views on my Anivia Mid guide, the first guide I made. Well, the next day I woke up to several hundred. Then over the next few months, I edited the guide, made new ones, and garnered tens of thousands of views across all of them.

Why do I recap my history on Moba, you might ask? Well, my point is that regardless of how clueless I was, there were people who still stopped to acknowledge what I was trying to do. That's pretty cool of this community.

But I'm not that sentimental of a person so my main reason is that my brain is still buffering trying to absorb all this right about now. Something even more meta is that hundreds of people are reading me having a breakdown over chunks of paragraphs I wrote about said people reading my guide. I just know that hundreds are gonna read my blog posts like they usually do, sometimes it even reaches over a thousand. All for a blog post.

It's crazy.

I've come a long way from being a clueless bronze entering the Moba community to an unranked player ever since Season 11 hit. Do you see the difference? Exactly, I don't. But does it really matter in the end? Sometimes, I think not. I feel like I've gotten better so we're rolling with that.

I have no clue what to make of this blog post. I'm not trying to hint at anything with it. Just a regular blog post but more of a reflection of something, I guess.

Yeah, that sounds about right.