Is the game fun for you? Was it ever? Did it stop being fun at some point? Is it an addiction? I had a bad experience lately where the game just felt entirely negative; however I have come out the other side.

I downloaded League on 25th June 2018. As a 32 year old female, with no immediate plans to play ranked, I know I am not the typical 'target' audience. On the whole, I have been enjoying myself however my over-analytical empathetic brain has been wandering the rift asking questions such as why do people play? does it make them happy? are these games an important social interaction platform? what makes some people take the game so seriously? do people even forget this is a game? Why would someone int, flame or feed?

Positive Experiences
  • A small number of people have offered me advice that has helped me improve my gameplay
  • An even smaller number have taken the time to 'instruct' me
  • I have made 'friends' and felt a sense of community and cooperation
  • The infinite number of possible combinations of champs, roles, items, runes is really keeping me interested

Sub-optimal aspects
  • I have been flamed, and let it upset me (the reason for the flaming isn't as interesting to me as the reasons people flame and how people react)
  • I have played badly, and felt like a terrible human being
  • I am struggling with the sheer volume of information required to play this game well
  • My life balance/priorities have been suffering perhaps due to the game...perhaps not

tl;dr I recently was overcome by negativity about the game, but sitting down and thinking about it there are many positive aspects