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I didn't do too bad this season. Plat 4 finish but I have to be honest. There is no denying it. Inside that time playing, I felt like every game I just wanted to win and I didn't care if I won well or not. A win was a win. The problem is looking back on it now. I tend to forgot how I got here and how I got this rating. I feel like when I needed to do well, I did but when I didn't do well, I just didn't feed as hard as the enemy but that happened plenty also. It felt like my team was able to help me when needed.
I look upon lol stats to help me and to find out how well I did and it was strange. Before concluding it was my team that helped me, I was questioning what was I doing well in. Maybe I was doing something that just helped to win the game for the team. Where people would look at stats and say "well you must of did something" but stats are pretty solid. Especially ranked stats. I had to be honest with myself but straight up, I wasn't doing well in my games and there is no way I could be honest with myself and say I was winning because I was doing well. I might do well getting gold but I'm not doing that well.
Simply put, I'm not carrying and that's pretty simple from this graph. I might be winning games but does that really matter. Sure getting the rank is all good but when you went to play with mates and get to know people, it comes to the point where just winning doesn't really do much. You want to actually do well. So I must be doing something okay or either I'm being heavily carried. It's possible I'm farming okay which is allowing me to stay in the game but I'm getting caught out a lot whilst not getting kills which is my big issue.
So it's simple. It seems I didn't play well and it's time to start figuring out why that's the case. It's so simple to think maybe you did something right but if I was looking at someone else and based it of their KDA, then kills, deaths and assists, simply there is no way I would be impressed.
Yes you can win by just being ok but that's not really enough to be called a good player. See those players that just do well. Your friends doing great. They're doing something right and sometimes it's ok to admit they are far better. It's our challenge however to get to that stage.
I'm having to relearn all that I know about League of Legends right now. Find out what's good in the game and what's not so good. I'll get my way but at least I have stats to at least back me up. I'm going to be using rankup, a lol ranked player stats web/app the whole time to figure out the hell am I doing wrong and keep developing ways to help for others also that aim for the same thing.
At least with this, even if I'm winning or losing, I'll know how well I'm doing. Winning or losing doesn't mean much to me now. It's just how well I can play. If I'm doing great, I suspect to be winning but if I'm losing, I suspect that I did bad. I'll conclude what information afterwards.
I look upon lol stats to help me and to find out how well I did and it was strange. Before concluding it was my team that helped me, I was questioning what was I doing well in. Maybe I was doing something that just helped to win the game for the team. Where people would look at stats and say "well you must of did something" but stats are pretty solid. Especially ranked stats. I had to be honest with myself but straight up, I wasn't doing well in my games and there is no way I could be honest with myself and say I was winning because I was doing well. I might do well getting gold but I'm not doing that well.
Simply put, I'm not carrying and that's pretty simple from this graph. I might be winning games but does that really matter. Sure getting the rank is all good but when you went to play with mates and get to know people, it comes to the point where just winning doesn't really do much. You want to actually do well. So I must be doing something okay or either I'm being heavily carried. It's possible I'm farming okay which is allowing me to stay in the game but I'm getting caught out a lot whilst not getting kills which is my big issue.
So it's simple. It seems I didn't play well and it's time to start figuring out why that's the case. It's so simple to think maybe you did something right but if I was looking at someone else and based it of their KDA, then kills, deaths and assists, simply there is no way I would be impressed.
Yes you can win by just being ok but that's not really enough to be called a good player. See those players that just do well. Your friends doing great. They're doing something right and sometimes it's ok to admit they are far better. It's our challenge however to get to that stage.
I'm having to relearn all that I know about League of Legends right now. Find out what's good in the game and what's not so good. I'll get my way but at least I have stats to at least back me up. I'm going to be using rankup, a lol ranked player stats web/app the whole time to figure out the hell am I doing wrong and keep developing ways to help for others also that aim for the same thing.
At least with this, even if I'm winning or losing, I'll know how well I'm doing. Winning or losing doesn't mean much to me now. It's just how well I can play. If I'm doing great, I suspect to be winning but if I'm losing, I suspect that I did bad. I'll conclude what information afterwards.
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