I'm thinking about the possibility of actually streaming league this season....not sure there's really any reason for me to bother, but it could be fun and it'll force me out of my comfort zone a bit, which I kinda need. Any thoughts/suggestions/the like?

I also found I really struggled with severe anxiety about failing, which made it hard for me to play much ranked as I constantly worried what people who don't care would think. It doesn't make me play worse really, if anything I try much harder in games because of it, it just makes me never play at all...anyone else struggle with this or have any suggestions for dealing with it? I really feel like I could have done better than Silver I, but just couldn't force myself to play enough to do so.