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So I know I've been gone for a while. A lot has happened. I guess I can start from the beginning. This whole month of July I was suppose to be in another state seeing and helping my boyfriend with something. I don't want to go into what because it's personal,anyways, I don't have to ask my mom permission on anything,but I have to make sure my plans don't get in the way of anything important. Well, I was suppose to tell my mother the main reason why I needed to go up and see my boyfriend, instead I didn't. I knew if she knew the real reason she would of flipped out, so I lied telling my mom that it was just to see my boyfriend. I also told my boyfriend that I told her the main reason. She wasn't happy, but at this point I knew I was going. Well, six days before I'm suppose to leave my mom writes this long Facebook message to my boyfriend saying he is selfish and what not. The one thing I feared had came true. (That's what I get for lying). My boyfriend and I almost break and my mom stopped talking to me for five weeks (we made up on Sunday).
Some other major stuff went down on Saturday to where I'm just as stressed as before. I really don't want to get into it because it's super personal. I just needed time away. I couldn't think straight,and I couldn't focus on signatures. I know I have caused all this stress. I have NO ONE to blame but MYSELF. So yeah. I'm not a victim in any of this. I have no one to blame but myself for the stress I am feeling. I've learned my lesson big time. So yeah. That's where I've been.
love,
Laci
Hope things are getting better for ya :P
D: The Feels :( You know i'm always here to talk if you need it. I've also had alot on my plate lately. Me moving around, with my extended family etc. WE both have alot going on laci >.< the stresssss
*hugs* Thank you sammy. I hope the stress comes down for both of us ):
Try playing Skyrim again. That's what I'm doing, anyways.
Yeah, it hurts to be accused a liar when you did it for your friends and so on/something like that. Telling the truth is actually the best in MOST cases.
My girlfriend, Kayla, almost broke up with me right there on the spot. She was upset that after three months of not seeing her, i'd rather hang out with my friends than see her - which wasn't quite true.
I learned that sometimes, you can't have the best of both worlds. I couldn't make my girlfriend happy, and appease my friends. I'm so sorry all of this happened to you. I don't think bad things should ever happen to people who only want the best for people.
I hope things get better,
-Michael
Laci, that sounds like a lot of stressful events. I hope you're okay and that all your relationships are still intact. Be happy. <3
Thank you Johi. It is stressful,but I have no one to blame but myself. I learned some lessons though from this. I fixed things with my mom. Now I'm just working on my boyfriend and I's relationship. I have surely had a life changing moment in my life. I just hope everyone will see it. I don't want to lose the ones I love the most...