My thoughts.

[quote=Toshabi][quote=TheJohn] [quote=Toshabi] Don't be so naive and quick to judge my posts. It's all for the good of the person I'm calling out, I assure you. I am the bad guy yes, but even I can have good intentions from time to time, but very rarely you silly filly. [/quote] You are the bad guy? wtf? You like ponies, thats not evil at all. And you play LoL, that game is far from being evil. If you play HoN and watch porn, you can be called the bad guy. [/quote] Who said I like ponies? also, [url=http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Devil's_advocate]this[/url][/quote]

[quote=Tr4ce]All I gotta say Is Life Sucks. :/ Shit happens and you just gotta deal with it. Hang in there, although I hope the following doesn't sound mean. I do hate when people blame things on other stuff. For Ex:[Divorce] To [Bad Grades] My Life has been hell although I applaud to you for actually writing yours down. :] I Know how bad cancer is...[Family history with it] My sister had it and she had her whole breast Out.. [Re-filled] and i know she cried about it, I did too. But all i gotta say is, Life Moves on, I suggest you should to.. Just keep going and hope for the best :]. ^^ Much Love :][/quote]

[quote=TheJohn][quote=Toshabi] [quote=TheJohn] [quote=Toshabi] Don't be so naive and quick to judge my posts. It's all for the good of the person I'm calling out, I assure you. I am the bad guy yes, but even I can have good intentions from time to time, but very rarely you silly filly. [/quote] You are the bad guy? wtf? You like ponies, thats not evil at all. And you play LoL, that game is far from being evil. If you play HoN and watch porn, you can be called the bad guy. [/quote] Who said I like ponies? also, [url=http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Devil's_advocate]this[/url] [/quote] I said that you like ponies And wtf? That name made me laugh Well, if you are with the devil, I can do nothing but wait to you in hell[/quote]

[quote=Toshabi][quote=TheJohn] [quote=Toshabi] [quote=TheJohn] [quote=Toshabi] Don't be so naive and quick to judge my posts. It's all for the good of the person I'm calling out, I assure you. I am the bad guy yes, but even I can have good intentions from time to time, but very rarely you silly filly. [/quote] You are the bad guy? wtf? You like ponies, thats not evil at all. And you play LoL, that game is far from being evil. If you play HoN and watch porn, you can be called the bad guy. [/quote] Who said I like ponies? also, [url=http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Devil's_advocate]this[/url] [/quote] I said that you like ponies And wtf? That name made me laugh Well, if you are with the devil, I can do nothing but wait to you in hell [/quote] ....what!?[/quote]

[quote=Fictionized][quote=Toshabi] I like how you mentioned Jun in that list of people who contributed what you listed in that li- [quote=Fictionized] Perhaps not in activity or in actual constructive intellectual topics [/quote] oh. Also, why would you have the need to release such personal information like that to this entire community, half of which, don't know anything about you? This comes off as some major attention whoring to a large part of the community and I'd recommend going about this in a better manner next time. [/quote] Lol. I get your point. But it's something I had to do, and not to be mean, but I'm not sure that I'm going to discuss my actual methods of saying important things that I want to say. I mean that it's my decision and I know I could have been more subtle, but it's something I wanted and had to do this way in my opinion. But I get your point and I understand how you may be confused as to why I handled this in this way. [quote=jhoijhoi] [quote=Toshabi]Also, why would you have the need to release such personal information like that to this entire community, half of which, don't know anything about you? This comes off as some major attention whoring to a large part of the community and I'd recommend going about this in a better manner next time. [/quote] You know, it just might be his way of warning people what could have happened to him if he never came back. Just a thought. [/quote] It is, sort of. But it's also sort of a way of lightening up about this. I feel like, even though this isn't as hard as telling something like this to your family (they already knew of course), but it's still hard. And I feel that a weight has been lifted.. again.. sort of. [quote=Toshabi] Understandable. But to go into such detail is not necessary and uncalled for. That's going into his personal life with many people who just don't care and will give him sympathy attention rather then the attention that'd best be brought forth from people he was close with (probably the people mentioned inside of his OP). That or a blog post even underneath the personal category would've been better then flinging it in the open public forums, especially in /general LoL discussion/ where such a thread should not be found. Don't be so naive and quick to judge my posts. It's all for the good of the person I'm calling out, I assure you. I am the bad guy yes, but even I can have good intentions from time to time, but very rarely you silly filly. [/quote] No fights here, please ^^ I did made a mistake by putting this in the general discussion, I keep forgetting that it's a general LoL discussion and not just a general discussion. However, I think that sympathy from random strangers is something I like to see. As strange as it sounds and I know that people usually go ''I don't need your sympathy''. But I guess it's soothing in some sort of way, and I also beleive that it's just an example of the fact that even though we're talking about League of Legends. This community -about- League of Legends actually has some decency to show some sympathy instead of being heartless and cold. You're not a bad guy, you just like to think you are so you can make yourself look cool! But in reality, you really just want to ride unicorns all day long. ;) [quote=jhoijhoi] :/ Fictionised... man, that really really really sucks. I can't believe you have cancer in your jaw and a tumour in your brain. I sincerely hope you get better soon, mate. Thanks for the kind support, but you're the one who should be receiving support. Love, jhoijhoi <3 [/quote] Trust me, I still dont believe it. Thanks for the comment, Jhoi. [quote=JEFFY40HANDS] Well that is some tough shit to swallow.... I'm a loss for words other than [IMG]http://i63.photobucket.com/albums/h125/SoundlessMage/kittehhanging.jpg[/IMG] [/quote] Dat cat pro. Thanks, made my day! :D [quote=Joobieo] Nice post... no love for me ? tight. [/quote] Who are you?! D: [quote=TheJohn] *sits near Fictionized* Bro, idk where to start. After listening to all that story, I feel really sorry. You are suffering a lot, thats terribly sad. But dont give up. If you want something in life, you must have no doubt that you'll achieve what you want. Do not let the past crush you. We are here to help you always. You can tell us everything, we'll listen to you. [/quote] You do not have to feel sorry at all. I'm not suffering, I'm undergoing. I believe that I am young and I can overcome this and I have faith in the fact that I'm still gonna fulfill my dreams one day. Thanks for the stop by :D [quote=The_Nameless_Bard] I hope everything works out and you get better. 'cause you're an awesome guy. /hug [/quote] I am? Thanks, means a lot ^^ /hug [quote=Wayne3100] At first I wanted to say I'm sorry for you that your parents got divorced. Then I read on and... :| I don't know what to say. If posting this makes you feel better, then I can ignore the weirdness :P Good luck, mate (Also I was typing this before jhoijhoi posted but didn't post QQ. I was here for you first bro!) [/quote] It does, so you better ignore that weirdness :P - I know it's weird, trust me, lol. I believe you bro! :D [quote=PotatisFarfar] Even thought you didn't meantion me... I wish you the best of luck any man, women or pony could ever wish you. *Hug [/quote] D: But I meant you as well :P - I'm a pony, by the way :D /hug back Cheers, Fictionized[/quote]

[quote=Icuonuez][quote=TheJohn] I said that you like ponies And wtf? That name made me laugh Well, if you are with the devil, I can do nothing but wait to you in hell [/quote] You, uh.. You read the definition.. Didn't you?[/quote]

[quote=Samoh]Hey dude, although I don't know you, or have ever actually spoken to you, nor have I been a part of this community for very long, but because of the beauty of the internet I can and will certainly wish you the very best of luck with your problems. Continue to enjoy every day, and keep your chin up! I hope not everyone here can say 'I hear your pain man' because this crap is tough, and hard. My thoughts go out to you, and I think I speak for everyone when I say that your clearly a strong guy. If it's anything to you, my mum's a chaplain at a school, and I am sure she would light you a candle (Please do not start a religious conflict, this is not the place to flame >> I wont even be putting my views after this). MOBAfire... UNITE![/quote]

[quote=SwizzNL]Man, that's quite a story :( I sincerely hope you get better soon and (although I'm not that active member of the community) we are here for you anytime.[/quote]

[quote=Wintermond]*hugs*[/quote]

[quote=Fictionized]Thanks for the replies, guys. Got some news for you, we got the money for my brain surgery and keeping the jaw on watch for now. Since the tumor is more severe, they're handling that first. I'm going into surgery tomorrow (the waiting list was so short, I was number 1 in a second. That made me feel good and unlucky as in I'm the only one here with a tumor. xD) Anyways. Won't be online for a few days, with luck I might be, with no luck than I probably will not be back. AND YOU KNOW THE SUCKIEST PART?! MY DOCTOR HAS GIGANTIC TITS, LIKE SERIOUSLY, IF IM GONNA LIE IN A SURGERY ROOM LIKE THAT WITH THOSE TITS HANGING OVER MY HEAD I WANT TO BE ABLE TO SEE AND FEEL THEM AND NOT BE ASLEEP. RAWR. -.- Anyways, bye guys, Fictionized out.[/quote]