I am a nobody AMA

[quote=IPodPulse]Im pretty sure referring yourself as a nobody is not the best thing to do. I like to follow by my art teachers words. Your brain acts on whatever you tell it, if you call yourself ugly your brain will try to create you ugly visually, this is why a lot of teenage girls get the feeling they are fat/ugly/etc. However if you say things like "i'm a beautiful person" or "I can do this" then you are able to see change. You claim you have changed and don't care what everyone else thinks, however like what Vynertje quoted you dont seem to be changing, in fact it seems like you are getting worse[/quote]

[quote=Searz][quote=Lugignaf] Jet's pretty good with not actually revealing himself when he's someone else, except for that one time where literally everyone had suspicions and he got busted real quick.[/quote] Yeah, no, I'm confusing them. [url=http://www.mobafire.com/profile/firelord-323246/activity]FireLord[/url] was [url=http://www.mobafire.com/profile/canoas-21361/activity]Canoas[/url]. I think that was his first smurf acc, but I can't remember. He later returned as [url=http://www.mobafire.com/profile/xxshadowassassinxx-414497/activity]xXShadowAssassinXx[/url], after his IP-ban, but it didn't take me long until I noticed the pattern in which he wrote his comments and pointed out that it was him. After which he just stopped coming here. This might be him, but if it is he's gotten a lot better at hiding it.[/quote]

[quote=Vapora Dark][quote=DillButt64] remember when mowen said mybloodisblack would get banned if he made another thread like this? and then made another thread like this and got banned? do you think hes going to get banned again for this? [/quote] He should be, if that's the case.[/quote]

[quote=Jimmydoggga 2.0][quote=Vapora Dark] [quote=DillButt64] remember when mowen said mybloodisblack would get banned if he made another thread like this? and then made another thread like this and got banned? do you think hes going to get banned again for this? [/quote] He should be, if that's the case. [/quote] Pretty sure you can't just ban people for making AMAs guys. >_> <_<[/quote]

[quote=MyBloodisBlack]Its ok Jimmy they are right I should be banned I was warned in the past and I haven't learnt my lesson. I accept my ban if and when it comes but before that happens I wanna say something that if you don't read anything else that I read I want everyone to read this one and listen to the words I speak and don't look for the small details that will turn this post into something its not. I have been on mobafire for over a year but I have never once felt a part of the community and maybe thats my fault and maybe its you guys fault but whatever the reason I don't actually hate any of you at all - In fact I respect everyone here very much. I know I am not right in the head but I really wanted to interact with you all, talk about LOL, listen to your ideals and suggestion and speak about my own, to share a laugh about things and to feel bad together when nothing seemed to be going right - But as I stand here looking out at everyone I can see first hand that I am like the hetrosexual male in the midst of a feminist rally...I just do not belong in this community world. I didn't want you guys to hate me I really didn't and I did try so hard to become part of the community but every time I did I seemed to say something that people felt was so wrong of me to say that it deserved a good put down and insult in my direction and it always made me feel that no matter what you guys just didn't ever want me to be here. I do get it though, I haven't been the nicest person in the world and in fact if I may say I have been a huge C**t to alot of you whilst being headstrong and stubborn about certain things and to those who have felt my wrath in the past I am actually sorry for that and although I can't promise it won't happen again please understand this side of me isn't the real side of me in fact its a side of me that doesn't exist anyone but on this forum. I can tell some will not believe me because of how I act but truly I am a nice person once I am myself - I am that guy who will let his team mates pick his role for him so they can have their preferred roles even if he knows he can't do that role and will even take the abuse and flaming from them when they realize when he mentioned this he was telling the truth...That's the kind of guy I wish you guys could see on here but sadly so far you haven't. To end this I wanna say it again so there is no doubts - I am sorry for the trouble I have caused this community because of how I am, I do not hate any of you for reacting how you have and I respect you all as people and only wish I was a better person so that I could have fitted into this community when I had the chance. If this is my last post before I am banned - Thank you all for putting up with me and Take care.[/quote]

[quote=MyBloodisBlack][quote=Jimmydoggga 2.0] Why does everyone think AMAs are a good way to get attention? Why are you stuck in Bronze V? Is OTG actually Jet? [/quote] Why am I stuck on Bronze V? Well its combination of things really - I have made mistakes in play that could have effected the outcome of things and the rest of the team has done the same. I seem to get alot of AFKers, Troll pickers, Those who think Ranked is the best place to try a new role or a new champion, those who think ranked is the best place to try a new break the meta idea, those who just want to flame all game and those who just don't know how to play at all. I don't deny I haven't played my best but at the same time I have had bad luck with the team I have gotten which has cost me many of my matches this season.[/quote]

[quote=Meiyjhe][quote=MyBloodisBlack] Its ok Jimmy they are right I should be banned I was warned in the past and I haven't learnt my lesson. I accept my ban if and when it comes but before that happens I wanna say something that if you don't read anything else that I read I want everyone to read this one and listen to the words I speak and don't look for the small details that will turn this post into something its not. I have been on mobafire for over a year but I have never once felt a part of the community and maybe thats my fault and maybe its you guys fault but whatever the reason I don't actually hate any of you at all - In fact I respect everyone here very much. I know I am not right in the head but I really wanted to interact with you all, talk about LOL, listen to your ideals and suggestion and speak about my own, to share a laugh about things and to feel bad together when nothing seemed to be going right - But as I stand here looking out at everyone I can see first hand that I am like the hetrosexual male in the midst of a feminist rally...I just do not belong in this community world. I didn't want you guys to hate me I really didn't and I did try so hard to become part of the community but every time I did I seemed to say something that people felt was so wrong of me to say that it deserved a good put down and insult in my direction and it always made me feel that no matter what you guys just didn't ever want me to be here. I do get it though, I haven't been the nicest person in the world and in fact if I may say I have been a huge C**t to alot of you whilst being headstrong and stubborn about certain things and to those who have felt my wrath in the past I am actually sorry for that and although I can't promise it won't happen again please understand this side of me isn't the real side of me in fact its a side of me that doesn't exist anyone but on this forum. I can tell some will not believe me because of how I act but truly I am a nice person once I am myself - I am that guy who will let his team mates pick his role for him so they can have their preferred roles even if he knows he can't do that role and will even take the abuse and flaming from them when they realize when he mentioned this he was telling the truth...That's the kind of guy I wish you guys could see on here but sadly so far you haven't. To end this I wanna say it again so there is no doubts - I am sorry for the trouble I have caused this community because of how I am, I do not hate any of you for reacting how you have and I respect you all as people and only wish I was a better person so that I could have fitted into this community when I had the chance. If this is my last post before I am banned - Thank you all for putting up with me and Take care. [/quote] Don't worry, you wont get banned, not for this. The only thing you did was making an AMA thread which isn't against the rules :P And you silly goose, stop worrying so much about being nice and start thinking about what you want and how you can reach it. People will not perse be more nice to you when you are being nice to them, however people will admire you when you stand with both feet on the ground and do what YOU believe in. People will respect you more when you do whatever you do with confidence and a smile on your face. Most of the times you just show desperation and insecurity, which people do not like to hang out with, especially on the internet. Start believing in yourself, and other people will start believing in you too.[/quote]

[quote=MyBloodisBlack]I am sorry Meiyjhe but I can not believe in myself because when I have believed in myself everyone has made sure that not only was it wrong of me to believe in myself but to make sure that I never believe in myself again. As I said before I am a nice guy, I do smile and I am someone who stands on my own two feet but when I am here its like the typical school bully situation Me: *Gets pushed over* Bully: Get up then Me: *tries to get up* Bully: *knocks him back down* Go on then get up then Me: *Tries again* Bully: *Knocks him down again* You just going to lay there or what? My confidence is only low when I am here because of how I feel I was treated when I first arrived - I wasn't treated like the newcomer who is new to LOL and is still learning but like I was the guy who created the game and let didn't know a thing about what he had created so instead of people when I posted going "Ok we get the idea however it won't work because..." I felt everyone was more like "You are stupid, Your mum is stupid, Your children will be stupid you are just stupid...stupid stupid stupid" and I don't care how it makes me look but I was genuinely hurt by it all and I have never recovered since.[/quote]

[quote=Searz]Oh my god XD This is too good to be true. This has to be orchestrated.[/quote]

[quote=MyBloodisBlack]Its incredible how everyone thinks the most genuine person in mobafire is a fake :([/quote]