I just finished a ranked game and I wanna talk about it for a little bit. I'll split this into 3 parts. Before the game, in-game and the Conclusion.


Before The Game

I was just chillin and I figured I'd go play a ranked game outta nowhere. I thought to myself "Who know..I might win and increase my ELO by a little" so I duo queue and once I'm in champ select I pick Rumble and I start saying to myself "We will win!"..boy was I wrong.


In-Game

Once I was in the game I wasn't doing that okay but I wasn't losing very badly so I was able to keep my lane safe. Our Skarner and our Nidalee start fighting and calling each other noobs and it was pretty much gg from there. Throughout the entire game all Skarner did was flame us and Nidalee was going afk whenever she wanted. Suddenly my mouse stops working then starts working again and then stops working again and so on. I told my team 500000 times that my mouse is acting weird but it's like they can't read and all they do is spam the chat saying "Report Rumble and Nidalee please". It stopped acting weird eventually but my team had already given up once Nidalee and Skarner started fighting and we lost.


Conclusion

This guy I know and play with told me yesterday that he doesn't understand why my ELO is so low when he likes my guides a lot. Well that's the answer..my ELO is so low because I'm just unlucky and I always get ****ty teammates. Even when I'm on a winning streak and I win 3+ games in a row things will always get balanced out and destiny will punish me by giving me ****ty teammates and making me get a 3+ losing streak. That's how bad my luck is with Ranked.

What bothers me the most about my ELO is something McRooster from youtube (the one who made the Why We Hate series) said. He said that if you can't carry people in low ELO you probably deserve to be there. I wish he wouldn't talk like that without experiencing what it's like to play with the people I sometimes play with. No matter how good you are there's nothing you can do when your teammates are idiots that only know how to blame others, suck or feed on purpose cause they also get a lot of trolls. I know I can suck too sometimes but I'm pretty sure I don't deserve such a low ELO. 1300-1500 is fine with me cause I know what I'm capable off but my current ELO is the result of ****ty teams.

I used to never give up hope on increasing my ELO. Even after the most terrible losses I would say "It's okay..it's just 1 loss. I can still win next game!" but now I've given up hope on increasing my ELO for the first time since I started playing ranked. There's only 1 person that can bring back my hope but I doubt even he will be able to do it. I'll ask him what to do but it probably won't help.

Well enough QQing (it's not exactly QQing but it's similar). Thanks for reading if you did read all of it and bye!