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My Soraka Guide | My Review Service

Thanks a lot for the sig, jhoi! :)
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My Soraka Guide | My Review Service

Thanks a lot for the sig, jhoi! :)
The truth behind my negative outlook in competitive games. I'm just gonna make this short, but the reason behind it is when I was younger I would always get bullied and picked on whenever I did bad in a game. So, from growing up it just stuck in the back of my head that I remember those moments and just give up. So, when I'm doing bad I just have this mindset that I'm being picked on by someone even when I'm not. My childhood really destroyed my positive outlook and competitive gaming from the point of view of a player and I have to try and overcome that. Well, I need to do more than "try," I need to if I ever wanna climb to Challenger.
Short Term Goals: Silver/Gold/Platinum || Long Term Goals: Diamond/Master/Challenger

We all have hurdles to overcome. I've been through my fair share of abuse throughout my life (as a kid and as an adult, both) and I still struggle with my demons. Parts of this game make me feel like I'm going to have a panic attack (fighting one on one, for example) because I associate my heart-rate being raised with that, so I don't expand my horizons at all unless forced to by necessity due to being legitimately afraid that I'll fall apart. My attitude is **** because my self-esteem is pretty much non-existent (though it's gotten better, which is kinda sad to say) and I don't give myself any credit even where it's due, for the most part. Really the only thing any of us can do is keep trying, because those people who treated us badly aren't going to be right forever. Even if they're not wrong now, make it your goal to one day prove them wrong rather than giving up.
Yay, I got my jhoijhoi account back ^^ On the downside, I'm level 22 and I only have movement speed quints =.=

4 months.... dear lord
Goals:
1. ask amanda if bard is her favorite champion. hue
2. Obtain maximum mastery on teemo.
3. Become Silver

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RottedApples wrote:

4 months.... dear lord
Goals:
1. ask amanda if bard is her favorite champion. hue
2. Obtain maximum mastery on teemo.
3. Become Silver
OMG you're alive. We have so much to tell you
If you found me helpful give me some +Rep :)
RottedApples wrote:
1. ask amanda if bard is her favorite champion. hue



GrandmasterD wrote:
Yeah, you are, despite you being less whimsical.
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I mean I don't get angry when I don't perform and we lose but when it's a couple of people dragging down the team I get pretty angry, especially when it's the people that "take" other people's main roles.
I might sound like a "I deserve challenger my team always sucks, elo hell" person but I know my play is far from perfect but I honestly think that I'm better and perform better than 90-95% of the people I play with in soloq (when I'm serious) and I'm frustrated that I still don't climb.
Well you ARE still in plat; Given that last season you peaked in mid-diamond, it's a little bit expected that you'll outperform your opponents in most games ;)