League of Legends (LoL) Question: plese help me improve with soraka
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plese help me improve with soraka
ive started with Caitlyn adc. my biggest problem were that i am soooo afraid of doing mistakes that i were too scared to engage or do anything. I only played bot games, and even there incredibly passivly. After around 2-3 month my boyfriend made me try normals,and it was the worst. i got flamed and that made me even more self-concious that i concentrated so much on not doing mistakes that5 all i did were mistakes. so my boyfriend suggested that i tried out support, soraka to be specific, and i loved it. we played a lot together but it never worked well.
in the course of 1,5 more months i grew to love playing soraka but i was still so ******** affraid of normals. i played around 2 or 3 games alone and they all went generally okay, but i still ****ed up and got flamed for stuff like not ulting good enough or not using exhaused (i was too scared to waste it both, so i just never did).
then, while playing a normal game alone again i was in game with a varus and a heimerdinger. it was the best game ever. we talked a lot, spammed emotes, kinda roleplayed and still kinda managed to play the game. they encoreged me to use everything, it doesnt care if its 'wasted'. they said stuff like 'its okay to feed, we all do sometimes, no worries!'
overall, it was a wholesome experience and easily the best game i played til then. what it also did was take away my fear of normals. and i am really grateful for that. (thanks varus, ur the best)
but after that game it went downhil again. i kinda got lazy, didnt think about what i do and just excused eveything with 'we all feed sometimes, dont be toxic'
and i know thats wrong. the moment i noticed that, or well, someone amde me realize it, i stoped.
all i want now is to get better. i know its going to take a long time, but thats okay. im just asking, if anyone got a tip on how to do better, please tell me.
my summoner is 'goldnparsley' in euw, so feel free to also add me
edit: i think another big problem is that the moment anything happends, like the enemy engages or just simply runs in my direction, i fall into a panic like state, where i either sompleatly freeze or just try to do something to save me, without thinking, or remembering what the hell i thought even just 5 minutes later.
its gotten a bit better but its still something i struggle with