Kazega wrote:
I ****ING KNOW I SUCK! DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA WHAT ITS LIKE TO BE ME! NO ONE ****ING ACKNOWLEDGES ME! I AM A GHOST! I AM ONLY ACKNOWLEDGE AS A SCAPEGOAT BECAUSE ITS CONVENIENT AND EASY! MY REAL LIFE JOB IS AN INSULT AND THE ONLY REASON I GOT THIS POSITION IS BECAUSE I WAS BLAMED FOR SOMETHING A YEAR AGO AND GOT REPOSITIONED FROM WHERE I WAS TO THIS **** HOLE OF JOB, AND IT WAS AN HONEST MISTAKE! I SUFFER FROM SEVERE SOCIAL ANXIETY BECAUSE OF MY UPBRINGING SO I DO EVER GO OUT, MAKING GAMING MY ONLY OUTLET TO INTERACT WITH PEOPLE! AS FOR MY CHILDHOOD, WELL THERE WAS ALWAYS SOMEONE BETTER, OR I JSUT WAS NEVER GOOD ENOUGH. DO YOU KNOW WHAT THAT IS LIKE? TO NEVER EVER BE GOOD ENOUGH? TO BE ONE UPPED CONSTANTLY? OR HOW BOUT TO TRY TO CLEAR THE BAR ONLY TO MISS IT BY INCHES, OR EVEN LESS?!?!
I
WAS
NEVER
GOOD
ENOUGH!
THAT'S WHY I FIGHT FOR THIS! SO THAT I CAN BE GOOD ENOUGH!
IS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASK?
NOW EXCUSE ME WHILE I GO ****ING CRY MYSELF TO SLEEP!
AGAIN!
HOW ****ING SAD IS THAT? A 24 YEAR OLD CRYING HIMSELF TO SLEEP!
HA! THAT'S HILARIOUS!
THEN IT'S BACK TO THE **** JOB I DON'T LIKE ONLY TO COME HOME AND DECOMPRESS WITH LOL ONLY TO HAVE THE CYCLE CONTINUE! WHAT A LAUGH!
Take it from me, I have Social Anxiety, my Out-let is like yours, but getting so depressed over it does nothing for you, someone always compared you to another, and you were never good enough? The same goes for me, but don't expect sympathy, make yourself better, because crying about it does nothing. Ever. Expect the truth, know the truth, acknowledge your rights and wrongs, or you will never get anywhere. That's life, it's hard, get used to it or stop trying, it's simple. Get used to pain, suffering and loss.
Kazega wrote:
I ****ING KNOW I SUCK! DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA WHAT ITS LIKE TO BE ME! NO ONE ****ING ACKNOWLEDGES ME! I AM A GHOST! I AM ONLY ACKNOWLEDGE AS A SCAPEGOAT BECAUSE ITS CONVENIENT AND EASY! MY REAL LIFE JOB IS AN INSULT AND THE ONLY REASON I GOT THIS POSITION IS BECAUSE I WAS BLAMED FOR SOMETHING A YEAR AGO AND GOT REPOSITIONED FROM WHERE I WAS TO THIS **** HOLE OF JOB, AND IT WAS AN HONEST MISTAKE! I SUFFER FROM SEVERE SOCIAL ANXIETY BECAUSE OF MY UPBRINGING SO I DO EVER GO OUT, MAKING GAMING MY ONLY OUTLET TO INTERACT WITH PEOPLE! AS FOR MY CHILDHOOD, WELL THERE WAS ALWAYS SOMEONE BETTER, OR I JSUT WAS NEVER GOOD ENOUGH. DO YOU KNOW WHAT THAT IS LIKE? TO NEVER EVER BE GOOD ENOUGH? TO BE ONE UPPED CONSTANTLY? OR HOW BOUT TO TRY TO CLEAR THE BAR ONLY TO MISS IT BY INCHES, OR EVEN LESS?!?!
I
WAS
NEVER
GOOD
ENOUGH!
THAT'S WHY I FIGHT FOR THIS! SO THAT I CAN BE GOOD ENOUGH!
IS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASK?
NOW EXCUSE ME WHILE I GO ****ING CRY MYSELF TO SLEEP!
AGAIN!
HOW ****ING SAD IS THAT? A 24 YEAR OLD CRYING HIMSELF TO SLEEP!
HA! THAT'S HILARIOUS!
THEN IT'S BACK TO THE **** JOB I DON'T LIKE ONLY TO COME HOME AND DECOMPRESS WITH LOL ONLY TO HAVE THE CYCLE CONTINUE! WHAT A LAUGH!
Yeah, you're the only one in the world where other people are seemingly better than you at everything.
You're the only one depressed that you suck at everything and that you suck at life.
Everything you do goes wrong and there's nothing you can do about it. Your life is **** and you have no future.
Sounds like me.
tehAsian wrote:
Yeah, you're the only one in the world where other people are seemingly better than you at everything.
You're the only one depressed that you suck at everything and that you suck at life.
Everything you do goes wrong and there's nothing you can do about it. Your life is **** and you have no future.
Sounds like me.
That can't be true, there is always someone worse off than you, never forget that.
~ Reo.
On a more related topic, the easiest way out of bronze IMO is to learn how to find mistakes.
As Embracing said Bronze players are straight up bad. They make mistakes and know next to nothing about the game. Their mechanics suck.
Being able to find out what is the 'right' thing to do, and what is the 'wrong' thing to do and reacting to it quickly is what really separates a good player from a bad player.
i.e. Out of position squishy? In Plat that ***** is getting
Crescendo'd,
Cataclysm'd, and bursted the **** down. In Bronze? They can't recognize it. They're scared to engage, or they engage poorly.
This isn't just in the teamfight phase. The most important place to look for mistakes is in lane phase, where one kill can literally snowball into several more.
-Did he miss cs? Last hit better than him.
-Is he out of position? Hit him.
-Did he miss an ability? Hit him.
-Is he staying with low resources? Kill him.
Etc.
The biggest thing to remember here is, if you see a mistake, just GO. Chances are the other team will be just as unprepared as your own, BUT YOU engaged and capitalized on a mistake, meaning you have generated an advantage.
Hesitation is the seed of defeat
While doing this, make sure YOU don't make mistakes. Don't go that extra step just to try to hit someone with a skillshot, don't MISS skillshots, and DON'T run out of position.
tl; dr Recognize mistakes and capitalize. Play
Darius and
Pantheon.
As Embracing said Bronze players are straight up bad. They make mistakes and know next to nothing about the game. Their mechanics suck.
Being able to find out what is the 'right' thing to do, and what is the 'wrong' thing to do and reacting to it quickly is what really separates a good player from a bad player.
i.e. Out of position squishy? In Plat that ***** is getting


This isn't just in the teamfight phase. The most important place to look for mistakes is in lane phase, where one kill can literally snowball into several more.
-Did he miss cs? Last hit better than him.
-Is he out of position? Hit him.
-Did he miss an ability? Hit him.
-Is he staying with low resources? Kill him.
Etc.
The biggest thing to remember here is, if you see a mistake, just GO. Chances are the other team will be just as unprepared as your own, BUT YOU engaged and capitalized on a mistake, meaning you have generated an advantage.

While doing this, make sure YOU don't make mistakes. Don't go that extra step just to try to hit someone with a skillshot, don't MISS skillshots, and DON'T run out of position.
tl; dr Recognize mistakes and capitalize. Play


Dude, you seriously need to break the cycle. Do something different, something that doesn't bring out that competitiveness in you, which seems to be a root cause of what you're going through right now.
You sound like you need to work on some issues, and take it from me, there is no shame in that. When I was about your age I spent some time in therapy to resolve some problems I had from helping my toxic mother pay off all of her debts and from the fact that was completely unsure of what do with my life. I was lost. Sometimes, all you need is a change in perspective.
Games are supposed to be an outlet to blow off steam and have fun. If it's not the case, stop for a while and get your **** together. Hope you feel better.
You sound like you need to work on some issues, and take it from me, there is no shame in that. When I was about your age I spent some time in therapy to resolve some problems I had from helping my toxic mother pay off all of her debts and from the fact that was completely unsure of what do with my life. I was lost. Sometimes, all you need is a change in perspective.
Games are supposed to be an outlet to blow off steam and have fun. If it's not the case, stop for a while and get your **** together. Hope you feel better.
OTGBionicArm wrote:
Or... basically any other assassin, right tehAsian? :p
Pretty much, but they have a lot higher skill cap than high impact bruisers like J4 or Darius.
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2 Advice to the bronzies out there
1: Its a game... In any game if you are NOT THE BEST at something, you will NOT BE ON TOP. Simple. If you can not carry yourself out of bronze. YOU WILL NOT GET OUT OF BRONZE UNLESS YOU ELO BOOST . I could be gold 1, but i havent had the time to practice, nor do i have the patience to deal with my ****py mmr atm. When the elo system was in place i was at 500 elo... Really season 2 i was at that for the longest time. Dont believe me? Go look at my elo scores starting of season 2 :D Idk if they still exist... BUT I WAS BAD BRAH. So instead of whining on the forums about how " oh so great i am", i sucked it up like embracing said, got to 1200 elo that season. and then got to gold 5(1550 elo).
2: Have fun, like peeps are saying oxoide got to gold 1 with hermidinger support. If you are good at something play it. I'm good at syndra and peeps are like, SHES BAD WHY YOU PLAY HER. Caues i like to and im good at her :D
Now lets end this thread, its to long and to ragey.
tl;dr? Basic concept
1: Get better or stay where your at.
2: Fun = sucess, Herm support? Seems legit. :P