I'm disappointmed, my team decided this game was over because my tower dropped first.
http://matchhistory.na.leagueoflegends.com/en/#match-details/NA1/1907558896/212932655?tab=overview
http://matchhistory.na.leagueoflegends.com/en/#match-details/NA1/1907558896/212932655?tab=overview
Short Term Goals: Silver/Gold/Platinum || Long Term Goals: Diamond/Master/Challenger
i just logged in to say the same without the bronzie stuff but seriously i'm thinking about never playing this game again.
nowadays it feels like being in a nursery school (actually wait, not. we had more intelligent people there) when I am playing a game. toxic players? i don't give a damn about them as you can always mute them or just ignore them but the rest? the only victory for them if they can report you after they screw up everybody's game.
i don't give a damn about ranked as I've improved a lot and know how and what I can learn from a loss if it was my mistake but when you can't even play a normal draft or blind pick game because these morons are everywhere.
recently i find myself playing only ARAM for days now..
too bad riot driving that ship in a wrong direction.
nowadays it feels like being in a nursery school (actually wait, not. we had more intelligent people there) when I am playing a game. toxic players? i don't give a damn about them as you can always mute them or just ignore them but the rest? the only victory for them if they can report you after they screw up everybody's game.
i don't give a damn about ranked as I've improved a lot and know how and what I can learn from a loss if it was my mistake but when you can't even play a normal draft or blind pick game because these morons are everywhere.
recently i find myself playing only ARAM for days now..
too bad riot driving that ship in a wrong direction.
BigBoxGamer wrote:
I'm disappointmed, my team decided this game was over because my tower dropped first.
http://matchhistory.na.leagueoflegends.com/en/#match-details/NA1/1907558896/212932655?tab=overview
http://matchhistory.na.leagueoflegends.com/en/#match-details/NA1/1907558896/212932655?tab=overview
I think you're being a bit hard on yourself there.....
(QQ I lost my B3 promo series because I had to play games as Leona. In the last game Corki walked into lane, said LAG, attacked the enemy anyway, and got bubbled twice before I hit lvl 3. Then he afked.)
Basically MOBAFire.
I was the reason my team lost their confidence, although that doesn't make Draven any less of a troll. I don't think that would have mattered if my team was confident.
Short Term Goals: Silver/Gold/Platinum || Long Term Goals: Diamond/Master/Challenger
Blian wrote:
i just logged in to say the same without the bronzie stuff but seriously i'm thinking about never playing this game again.
nowadays it feels like being in a nursery school (actually wait, not. we had more intelligent people there) when I am playing a game. toxic players? i don't give a damn about them as you can always mute them or just ignore them but the rest? the only victory for them if they can report you after they screw up everybody's game.
i don't give a damn about ranked as I've improved a lot and know how and what I can learn from a loss if it was my mistake but when you can't even play a normal draft or blind pick game because these morons are everywhere.
recently i find myself playing only ARAM for days now..
too bad riot driving that ship in a wrong direction.
nowadays it feels like being in a nursery school (actually wait, not. we had more intelligent people there) when I am playing a game. toxic players? i don't give a damn about them as you can always mute them or just ignore them but the rest? the only victory for them if they can report you after they screw up everybody's game.
i don't give a damn about ranked as I've improved a lot and know how and what I can learn from a loss if it was my mistake but when you can't even play a normal draft or blind pick game because these morons are everywhere.
recently i find myself playing only ARAM for days now..
too bad riot driving that ship in a wrong direction.
If you stop playing the game because of your teammates, that's all you. You've got to disconnect whatever they do from the enjoyment you gain from a game. Admittedly, that is hard, but not totally impossible.
^This. Quit because YOU actually want to quit, not because a bunch of people make the game not fun for you, otherwise you won't likely keep to it or feel okay with it in the long run. I mean, I didn't eventually stop playing because of other people (including people who have made me feel bad about myself at various times about the game as a whole, in case any of those people feel guilty). I stopped playing because, one, the game was actually making me feel terrible about myself on its own (and Xenu knows I don't need any more of that) and, two, I've lost utter interest in playing it because it feels stale.
It didn't make me feel bad about myself for any other reason than knowing perfectly well that I SHOULD be able to get past my general disdain for competition, but realizing I really do just hate it and am all too willing to just be okay with things like not losing lane or going even up when little more effort of being aggressive could put me at outright winning lane (which really only happens when I'm very angry).
So I slowly, but inevitably, quit.
It just wasn't worth it to me anymore. Dealing with it was making me feel physically and emotionally drained. I was crying because of how it made me feel fairly often (feel free to laugh at this, because it's as dumb as it sounds), because, as much as I hated everything it stood for in my life (yet another failure and one that I was constantly reminded of), I also really cared about it and, stupidly, what others would think if I gave it up. Probably time to give it a long break, no?
Unless you're like me and actually have a personal reason that just naturally leads you to quit playing (with high likelihood of trying to start over entirely IF I decide to play again), I highly suggest you rethink quitting, because you don't actually want to quit.
It didn't make me feel bad about myself for any other reason than knowing perfectly well that I SHOULD be able to get past my general disdain for competition, but realizing I really do just hate it and am all too willing to just be okay with things like not losing lane or going even up when little more effort of being aggressive could put me at outright winning lane (which really only happens when I'm very angry).
So I slowly, but inevitably, quit.
It just wasn't worth it to me anymore. Dealing with it was making me feel physically and emotionally drained. I was crying because of how it made me feel fairly often (feel free to laugh at this, because it's as dumb as it sounds), because, as much as I hated everything it stood for in my life (yet another failure and one that I was constantly reminded of), I also really cared about it and, stupidly, what others would think if I gave it up. Probably time to give it a long break, no?
Unless you're like me and actually have a personal reason that just naturally leads you to quit playing (with high likelihood of trying to start over entirely IF I decide to play again), I highly suggest you rethink quitting, because you don't actually want to quit.
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