Why I believe I will never truly fit in

Greetings and Salutations to you all,
I am sure that you guys are bored stiff of reading my negative blogs and forums, and I write this knowing that it will probably be my last because I am sure I will be banned from Mobafire for writing it but its something I want to cover and hopefully if it is my final piece that any issues that still reside between myself and the community will be laid to rest.
First off, I have absolutely no issue with anyone in the community, I do believe if people were not so judgmental about me that alot of us would have gotten on really well because at the end of the day I am just like all of you
I Love League of Legends
I have my favorite Champions
I watch Esports as much as I can
I even have my favorite teams and players
I know I am a rookie, an amateur, an "Noob", a beginner, a pup etc and I am actually cool with that I do not mind not being anywhere near as good as most of you because I am not too bothered if I am honest - Sure I wanna get better and p…
I am sure that you guys are bored stiff of reading my negative blogs and forums, and I write this knowing that it will probably be my last because I am sure I will be banned from Mobafire for writing it but its something I want to cover and hopefully if it is my final piece that any issues that still reside between myself and the community will be laid to rest.
First off, I have absolutely no issue with anyone in the community, I do believe if people were not so judgmental about me that alot of us would have gotten on really well because at the end of the day I am just like all of you
I Love League of Legends
I have my favorite Champions
I watch Esports as much as I can
I even have my favorite teams and players
I know I am a rookie, an amateur, an "Noob", a beginner, a pup etc and I am actually cool with that I do not mind not being anywhere near as good as most of you because I am not too bothered if I am honest - Sure I wanna get better and p…